In what ways does drug abuse affect life style?

Drug abuse effects you, your partner, your family, your friends. You may not realiaze but its not only hurting you its killing the people around you because they are watching you kill yourself pretty much. My dads whole family are drugees. I dont even claim them as my family i honestly dont i could care less what happens to them. It dont bother me anymore because i dont go and see them. They all have dropped out of high school even my cousins. And they all have been arrested or either shot.

Is death escapable?

No i dont believe that death is escapable. I think this because if its your time to go then its your time. God has a plan for all of us, as soon as you are born he has a date for the day you are to die. Everything happens for a reason, so therefore if i die tomorrow i know that there is a reason for it. Maybe i wasnt going to end up being someone good in life you know you gotta really think about it deeply.

school

i am so sicl of all of these snow days. I wish it did not snow because im so sick of going to school til june its bullcrap i hate it

jobs

I have been trying to find a job for the past two months. I thought i would get a job right away but boy did i find out the hardway it is not easy at all. The reason is because all the older people are out of jobs and they are taking jobs that teengers would usually take. It sucks because i cant drive because i dont have money to pay for my car insurance.

my grandpa

my grandpa is one of the best fathers i know. he would do anything to help out his kids he takes care of his grandkids. but there is one problem about 3 months ago he was diagnosed with dimensia. it is really effecting him bad he is slowly going insane. The man that i once loved to be around im scared to be around because i have no clue what he is capable of doing.

whenever i go home to louisville

whenever i go to louisville weremy mom and dad live. i for some reason dont like to leave i dont know why but its just the comfort of being home that i love but at the same time i cant wait to come back to Owensboro. but when im up there i just lve the peace that i have. im with with my little sister and everything and shes growng up really fast.

My dad

I use to think my dad was the greatest person in the world. But ever since i have moved in with my Aunt and Uncle. Ive come to realize that the man i called my dad really is not a man at all. He is pathetic i mean he trys to rip people off all the time. He is not a realiable person at all. I dont know why i put up with him so ive made my decision im not going to put up with him anymore. Unless he can get his crap together and get off the drugs and everything!!!

realization

i realized something over the weekend. I got a call from a friend of mine saying that he was tired of his life and he was going to give up on life and commit suicide. I had no clue howbad his life had been, this kid that i saw every day in class i had 4 classes with him. But the one thing i didn't notice was that his life had changed drastically his mom chose her boyfriend over him and he had to move out. I had no clue about this that had happended to him. But of course like every worried friend i didn't know what to do. I didnt know if i should tell someone or just try and help him myself. But i ended up telling his mom and she broke up with her boyfriend and they are working on their relationship now. So i hope that his life gets alot better!!!

Temptations

My temptations are both good and bad. My good temptations are usually when i think about helping someone. My bad temptations are usually when im at a party and im drinking i know its bad but it dont matter to me at that time. Temptations are all around us at every second of every day. Temptations will eventually catch up with you though.

Temptations