superhero to me

My uncle is my superhero. He is going through a rough time right now but he still finds it deep down in his heart to care about others. He treats everybody the same, he adopted me pretty much. He is a great man, a great husband, and a great father. I would love to even amount to a quarter of what he is today.

My Mom

my first concert was the coolest thing ever. It was at the kentucky state fair it was a free concert and Saliva was playing. It was the most amazing 2 hours of my life. It was so cool my mom took me we never bonded like that before in my entire life. Me and my mom dont really have a relationship anymore since i moved here from louisville. So thats why it is so special to me thats one of those moments i can look back on and actually say that i had a good time with her. Whenever i go to louisville i see her and my step-dad and i know it's sad but they look happier then ever and i think it's all because im not there anymore. yea it makes me mad inside that they couldnt love each other with me being there and there marriage is better without me being there, its like it was my fault that they always fought and all that abuse that i had to go through was all my fault. But its ok i mean she's happy with her husband and my sister so i mean maybe this is her second chance to raise my little sister the way she should of raised me but i dont know im not a fortune teller so i couldnt tell you. But now i feel alot better now that i wrote that down.

why life is so precious

life is precious because we dont know when it will end. It could end in 5 minutes, who says i have to make it through the night? We all have a plan that we have to fulfill its not up to us either its going to happen one way or another. if i should die before i awake i want to leave behind knowing that i did good job on this world. I want to know that my friends and family know that i love them and i want my enimies to know how i really feel about them.

What to do?

what to do?


after highschool what should i do?
should i go to college, i mean im tired of going to school should
go to community college? Life is so hard i dont know what to do anymore
im glad other people have there lives figured with what they want to do
after they graduate but im terrified i have no clue what i want to be in life
or what career to pursue. its like a wall i cant get past any ideas?

friends

Friends are hard to find. At least good ones are, you never know when your so called friend is going to turn around and stab you in the back most of them are very good at doing that. But some of us are very lucky to find those best friends that we can tell anything to and they wont do anything to us or especially behind our backs. So find out who your friends are.

Annoying Family Members

Most people there annoying family memebers are there aunt's or cousin's. Not for me my annoying family memeber's are my dad's family. They are so patheic they just tick me off so bad whenever i go over there. I mean i live in Owensboro two hours awa from my dad and my mom but it just seems to still tick me off. He cant do anything for himself he says he tries but all he does is lie. He is worthless, I mean im a junior in high school and im already better than him at least i can keep a job. He didnt even finish freshmen year of highschool he is a terrible person. And an evern worse father. So here is my plan im just going to quit seeing him until he straightens up that sounds good to me.

The Gothic Time Period

My ideals are that i want life to be easy. But if it was easy it would not be life. Life is all about the struggles you have with family and friend. It's the biggest roller coaster you will ever ride.
The power of fear is what rule's us. For example following law's it scares those who follow them because they are afriad of the consequence that you will have if you break that law.
We are in full control of ourselves we make the decisions for ourselves. People do not force us to do that. We make our own decisions in life. Our friends dont do it, your parents dont do it, YOU do.
How well do we even know ourselves?
I think some people only know themselves by what is on the outside. Some people all they care about is the outlook of them. Life for example they worry about buying those new jordans. They care to much about hat others think of them.

My Girlfriend

I chose this picture because it it the bewt picture i have my girlfriend, is amzing. I dont know why i got so lucky to have her she makes me tingle all over when she comes around and my heart beats really fast when i hear her name. She's not just my girlfriend she's my best friend. She is always there for me through everything. Maybe i was suppose to fail geometry last year so that i could meet her this year. I never thought i would of ended up dating her. I mean my life is complete now because of her so thats why i wanted to blog about this picture

Scariest Moment In My Life

Here i am sitting driving down the road on my cousins fourwheeler. I never thought that i would of had to slow down to make the turn. But appareantly i should of. I was going way to fast for the sharp curve. Next thing i know im laying on the ground with a fourwheeler on top of me and i cant move it. ONly thing I can do is yell for help. Finally my aunt came out and saw me. She went to get my cousin and they came back to help me get it off of me. We finally pushed the fourwheeler right side up. I smell the gasoline on me, im so lucky that there wasnt a spark or i probally wouldnt be writing this right now. That was probally the scariest moment in my life.

I can finally blog from my phone