my first concert was the coolest thing ever. It was at the kentucky state fair it was a free concert and Saliva was playing. It was the most amazing 2 hours of my life. It was so cool my mom took me we never bonded like that before in my entire life. Me and my mom dont really have a relationship anymore since i moved here from louisville. So thats why it is so special to me thats one of those moments i can look back on and actually say that i had a good time with her. Whenever i go to louisville i see her and my step-dad and i know it's sad but they look happier then ever and i think it's all because im not there anymore. yea it makes me mad inside that they couldnt love each other with me being there and there marriage is better without me being there, its like it was my fault that they always fought and all that abuse that i had to go through was all my fault. But its ok i mean she's happy with her husband and my sister so i mean maybe this is her second chance to raise my little sister the way she should of raised me but i dont know im not a fortune teller so i couldnt tell you. But now i feel alot better now that i wrote that down.
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