is this part of bein a teen

im so sick of gettin yelled at yea i admit it alot of the time i dont listen. But sometimes i dont even hear them and i still get yelled at. like just now i sent an email to my aunt saying that we do have to take the real act march 9 and that its free but they keep saying that it is the practice act which it is not. but apparently i got an attitude im sorry but its really hard to tell if someone is getting an attitude over an email. But she gets an attitude with me all the time but its ok for her to do it right. because im a piece of crap just like my dad and im such a bad kid and i deserve sometimes i wish i was dead. that way i wouldnt get on peoples nerves anymore. I mean i feel so useless all the time what good thing am i going to do in life nothing. Because i dont even know what i wanna do after i get out of highschool. I just wish that all this would go away and i can be a better person. But no matter how hard i try i cant change. Yes i do try but other people would say i dont but i do. Im jus so sick of being a nobody in life. yes i understand that they are on me constantly because they dont want me to be like my dad but dag on give me a freakin break. Im just a kid im not 20 im a junior in highschool. quit bein on my butt 24/7 365 just because i screw up alot.