TEWWG Movie

The movie was not near as good as the book. I did not like the movie at all. I think they should of had alot more details in the movie like they did in the book. They should show the courthouse scene in the movie also. It will make the movie alot better if they would actually put everything in the movie that was in the book. I would read the book rather than watch the movie anyday. I really enjoyed this book, I didn't think I would like it all but apparently I did because I got a B on the test. But I do believe that both in the book and in the movie that TeaCake did love Janie.

My belief

If you are a born-gain believer in Jesus Christ, you have been given incredible power. No, this is not the web-slinging, super human strength kind of power. Rather, God has given all believers the ultimate spiritual power in the universe - His Holy Spirit.

He hasn't given us this power to keep it under wraps. God wants us to use our Holy Spirit power to do some amazing things for His Kingdom.

He wants us to demonstrate responsibility on our part on how we wield this awesome Holy Spirit power.

with great powers come great responsibility

I was watching spiderman the other day and the title is what uncle ben told peter right before he died. It's true people that have more power than other's have bigger responsibility. There is a reason why they have that power God chose them to have that power or that position in that company. Because they are responsible enough to take on that power and deal with it the best they can.

Road Signs

To north 75- to north 85. You ever had that feeling were no matter which way you go you always end up back were you started. No matter how hard you try to run from your problems they always catch up with you. Trust me ive been in that situation and you cant run from your problems. Until you deal with them they will just keep coming back.

its almost over

Junior year is almost over!! I cant believe it, it feels like just yesterday that I was in kindergarten this has flown by so fast. Next year i am going to be a senior, ill be a the top of the chain!!

Fortune Cookie

My fortune cookie was An unexpecting person will resurface. Now I do not like this idea one bit, if i wanted this person in my life then they would be there for a reason. But i really cant think of anybody that would resurface in my life. But oh well i guess ill deal with this person maybe there suppose to be back in my life for a reason. Maybe they will help me with something that i will have a problem with. Maybe its an ex girlfriend and she wants to get back together. I have no clue what this is about.

friends stabbing in the back

what do people get out of hurting others? I dont ever understand why a friend would want to hurt their best friend? i mean it doesnt make no since and it is really stupid. the friend just needs to get over it friends get into fights LIFE GOES ON i mean if they were not meant to be in your life then get them out of it.

TEWWG

Standing up for yourself is something that some people should live by. Because all they do is get pushed around non stop. and it is only because they dont grow some and take up for themselves. I mean i use to get picked on alot as a kid but i learned how to defend for myself and stand up to those punk kids. And so i beat the crap out of the kid, now some people might say that i went a little to far but i think he got what was coming to him. But my point is that if Janie doesnt start standing up for herself then she will continue to be walked on by men.

the old days

I believe that it was better then the old days as far as the women working in the kitchen. I believe this because back then women were loyal to their husbands they werent disrespectful to there husbands. I believe that women should listen to what their husbands tell them, now i dont believe that men should hit women. Back in those days it wasnt as dramatic because women didnt cheat on husbands as much.

My family

Why are some families so disfunctional? My family is so stupid they argue all the time over stupid things constantly. I just wish they would all get along, and everybody could be happy for a change. I mean there lives would be so much better if they would just get along. They act so stupid, doing drugs, drinking all the time. Its stupid

My future

I finally figured out what i am wanting to do in the future once i graduate high school. I am going to join the national guard and go to OCTC for diesel technology then once my 3 year contract is up with the national guard i plan on going into the army and going active duty. I want to serve my country i want to be a hometown hero.

TEWWG

The book their eyes were watching god, i think is going to be a good book. It is based on a woman who comes back to her hometown after she has been gone for a long time. And you read about her telling her story of who all she has married and why she married them. She married her first husband because it is what her grandmother wanted her to do. Overall i think this is going to be a really good book.

Short Story

Alex Cundiff Short Story
This story starts about a year ago in the year 1979 when the polio was finally eliminated. There was a new disease that came into the United States it was called polo cancer. Now this was not just your normal cancer it slowly eats away your whole body literally. It starts at the brain and slowly eats your organs. There are only 10 people in the whole world that has it; you have to buy a very special medicine that is very expensive. I’m guessing you are wondering how I am drawn to this situation it’s because my dad had it his name was Bob. He was an average man, with black skin, dark hair, cut short, and he had one of the bushiest beards I have ever seen. But he was a hard worker his whole life until the polo cancer hit. What are the odds that he would get it out of the 5 that are in the U.S?
What started it all was he was passing out a lot; he couldn’t eat or even go to the bathroom. The first time we took him to the doctor they ran a bunch of tests on him. They never came up with a conclusion or what could be causing all of these problems. But it never stopped he could never do these things again. So we took him to a different doctor and they finally came with a conclusion that he had polo cancer. He only had 1 year to live, it was hard for us to accept it that he would be gone and out of our lives forever. But we accepted it eventually; it was hard though we watched him get worse and worse every day.
One day we were driving to the ball park so my dad could see his favorite baseball team one last time. Well on the way we saw a woman standing on the side of the road. Her car had broken down. My dad wanted to help her out so we did, he and I got out and we looked at her car to see what was wrong with it. Then all of a sudden we hear a screech of the tires she stole our car. I tried to run after her but of course there is no way I could of even got close to catching up with her. My dad all of a sudden fell to the ground. He started shaking he was having a seizure and a very bad one. I did not have a clue what to do, I tried to call 911 but I had no signal. All I could do was hold him down so he wouldn’t hurt his self as bad.
But there was nothing really that I could do, it was 5 days before the day my son was born. It was a sad day burying your father one day and the next your son is born. I named my son Bob after my father. It has been 19 years since my father has died, my son is average height, black skin, dark hair, cut short, and the bushiest beard I have ever seen.
A year ago I found out that I had polo cancer, but it has been 19 years since the first cases were found. They now have cures for this awful cancer, so looks like I am going to live for how much ever long God lets me. Today im going to go see my favorite football team play it might be my last one I get to see. As we were driving down the road there was a woman with a broken down car. I was driving and my son asked “Dad why didn’t you stop” and I said “Because it could of killed me”.

OMM

I believe that the book was a whole lot better than the movie. I think this because it has so much detail in the book. Then the actual movie does. Dont get me wrong the movie is great. But the book is 10 times better!1

Spring break

This spring break i am going to go to louisville and spend time with my mom and step dad and my dad and all them. I am going to go see my papaw's grave its the first time ive seen him since this summer. It is going to be very hard, it seems like just yesterday he was here. He's not going to be there anymore for my birthday, for christmas or anything its going to be hard for my and my family to get through this time. I miss him like crazy!! But i am also goin to go see a few other peoples graves who has died this past year heres there names MAX,DORENE,AARON,DEMAR,JEMAR, AND MY PAPAW. They all died last year so i guess you could say that the worst year of my life was my sophmore year. But i cant let that ruin my spring break i jsut want to go see them to respect them and say a few words.

how come gays can talk about it but we cant?

How come gays can speak out about how it is alright to be gay, but yet i cant say anything about saying being gay is bad? I believe it is equal somebody that is not gay gets judged or something for speaking there opinion. But it is completely fine for a gay to say something. That is not right at all i dont believe that being gay is that right life style, just because i dont agree with there lifestyle doesnt mean i hate them. But i will tell them that i dont agree with it if they were to ask me. But that does not mean that i will not be friends with that person. I have quite a few friends who are homosexual. I dont have nothing against them, i just dont agree with there lifestyle. But it is not my life it is theres. But i still feel that i have a right to speak out against it and not be fussed at by a teacher.

vomiting experience

the worst vomiting experienece i have ever had, would have to be when i had gotten my ADHD medicine highered. The raised it up to 90 from like 40, now i never know why they were stupid enough to do that. But i had a terrible headache all day long, then we went out to eat at Taco Bell. Well if you have ever had a terrible migraine for like two days then you know that eating is the last thing you want to do. I went into the bathroom of taco bell and threw up everywhere, then i passed out as i was walking out of the bathroom. Now the only way i remeber that is because that is what they told me. I dont remeber it though lol but i was only like 8 i guess. I woke up later on in my bed at my house. I told my mom i was hungry and i finished my Taco Bell lol what could i say i was a kid.

if i had everything i ever wanted

If i had everything i ever wanted I wouldnt be me. I would be some stuck up person that nobody likes. I would think i am better than anybody else. I wouldn't have a family that i actually loved. I would not have any fun in my life what so ever. So life wouldnt be life if i had everything i wanted.

The Future

In my future i plan on marrying my girlfriend i know its early for me to say that but is is true. I also plan on going and joining the national guard my seniolr year actually. I am going to go to OCTC for diesil technology. I can not wait to start this next part of my life. I have everything i could ever want right now. Life is perfect!!

Painful childhood memories

My worst childhood memory would have to be when i was four years old. My mom had just married my step dad(who i hate with a passion),but i was asleep one night all of a sudden i heard screaming. Not just any screaming it was my mom screaming from being scared and from pain. That S.O.B was on top of her beating her with his fist. That was probally one of the worse memories of my childhood. I was four years old i couldnt do anything about it, because trust me if i could i would of. Now this went on for years and years, but eventually i called the cops on him but it didnt really matter because i moved down here about a year later and moved in with my aunt and unclr. But now i live my life not worrying about those days anymore that was the past and i try everything i can not to remeber it. Dont get me wrong i love my mom but i dont like her. How can i have respect for someone who dont have respect for themselves. Needless to say we dont have a good relationship anymore because she pretty much chose him over me.

Dead Poet Society

I really enjoyed this movie it was one of the best movies i have ever seen. I liked it because it was different, it had a different type of outlook on literature. They shold not of blamed the death on Mr. Kettin. Mr. Perry was the one responsible because he would not let Neal do what he wanted to do in life. He loved acting and he should of just let him do what he wanted to do. I believe that you can't really ever blame a suicide on someone, because there is not just one reason why the person commited suicide there is many reasons. The dead poet society was just a club, they read poetry and created poetry. Mr. Kettin just told them about it he told Neal that he should call his father he never told him to kill him self. And Mr. Perry told Neal that it was ok if he would of stood by his decision then his son would not be dead. Mr. Kettin was just doing what he wanted to do with his class, he was teaching it. If my englsih teacher gave me an idea about acting, and my parents did not let me do it, they would not blame her for my death, because they know that if I really want to do something like acting and if i love it enough it is going to bother me alot if i dont get to do it. Especially if i would rather act then be a doctor. But all around this was a great film one of the best i have ever seen.

teach a teacher something

Mrs. McDaniel i am going to teach you how to you how to weld. Now the first thing you want to do is make sure you have safety glasses on, a welding helmet on with a number 10 shield, and leather gloves. You want to get a piece of metal about four inches long. After you have done this you want to turn your welder on put it on 90 degrees. Then you get a E6011 welding rod but it in your welding gun on one of the notches. Then what you want to do is strike until your welding gun starts to just sprak. Then you want to get as close to the ppiece of metal without being on it. Then you will hold it there for like 2 seconds and you will start to see and red bubble now you want to keep that bubble their or you are not going to have a straight weld. Then you want to go back and forth slowly and make a line. You have to do this slowly. Now take off your helmet look at your weld get a pair of pliers and put it under water to cool it off. You have now welded!!

is this part of bein a teen

im so sick of gettin yelled at yea i admit it alot of the time i dont listen. But sometimes i dont even hear them and i still get yelled at. like just now i sent an email to my aunt saying that we do have to take the real act march 9 and that its free but they keep saying that it is the practice act which it is not. but apparently i got an attitude im sorry but its really hard to tell if someone is getting an attitude over an email. But she gets an attitude with me all the time but its ok for her to do it right. because im a piece of crap just like my dad and im such a bad kid and i deserve sometimes i wish i was dead. that way i wouldnt get on peoples nerves anymore. I mean i feel so useless all the time what good thing am i going to do in life nothing. Because i dont even know what i wanna do after i get out of highschool. I just wish that all this would go away and i can be a better person. But no matter how hard i try i cant change. Yes i do try but other people would say i dont but i do. Im jus so sick of being a nobody in life. yes i understand that they are on me constantly because they dont want me to be like my dad but dag on give me a freakin break. Im just a kid im not 20 im a junior in highschool. quit bein on my butt 24/7 365 just because i screw up alot.

My Favorite Place

My favorite place to be. Would have to be anywhere my girlfriend is. Because everytime i am with her all my troubles go away. It is like fireworks go off on the inside of me. Life is not life without her in it, i can go to that place anytime i want to thats what makes it my favorite place. I dont worry about bad feelings when im with her. I think of only good things. I like how its peaceful and how no feeling can match up to it when she is in my arms. I know people probably say this stuff all the time but i wouldnt say it unless i meant it. Its true i love her with all my heart i never thought i could ever feel this way but these 4 months have changed me for the good and they have also been the best four months of my life!!

In what ways does drug abuse affect life style?

Drug abuse effects you, your partner, your family, your friends. You may not realiaze but its not only hurting you its killing the people around you because they are watching you kill yourself pretty much. My dads whole family are drugees. I dont even claim them as my family i honestly dont i could care less what happens to them. It dont bother me anymore because i dont go and see them. They all have dropped out of high school even my cousins. And they all have been arrested or either shot.

Is death escapable?

No i dont believe that death is escapable. I think this because if its your time to go then its your time. God has a plan for all of us, as soon as you are born he has a date for the day you are to die. Everything happens for a reason, so therefore if i die tomorrow i know that there is a reason for it. Maybe i wasnt going to end up being someone good in life you know you gotta really think about it deeply.

school

i am so sicl of all of these snow days. I wish it did not snow because im so sick of going to school til june its bullcrap i hate it

jobs

I have been trying to find a job for the past two months. I thought i would get a job right away but boy did i find out the hardway it is not easy at all. The reason is because all the older people are out of jobs and they are taking jobs that teengers would usually take. It sucks because i cant drive because i dont have money to pay for my car insurance.

my grandpa

my grandpa is one of the best fathers i know. he would do anything to help out his kids he takes care of his grandkids. but there is one problem about 3 months ago he was diagnosed with dimensia. it is really effecting him bad he is slowly going insane. The man that i once loved to be around im scared to be around because i have no clue what he is capable of doing.

whenever i go home to louisville

whenever i go to louisville weremy mom and dad live. i for some reason dont like to leave i dont know why but its just the comfort of being home that i love but at the same time i cant wait to come back to Owensboro. but when im up there i just lve the peace that i have. im with with my little sister and everything and shes growng up really fast.

My dad

I use to think my dad was the greatest person in the world. But ever since i have moved in with my Aunt and Uncle. Ive come to realize that the man i called my dad really is not a man at all. He is pathetic i mean he trys to rip people off all the time. He is not a realiable person at all. I dont know why i put up with him so ive made my decision im not going to put up with him anymore. Unless he can get his crap together and get off the drugs and everything!!!

realization

i realized something over the weekend. I got a call from a friend of mine saying that he was tired of his life and he was going to give up on life and commit suicide. I had no clue howbad his life had been, this kid that i saw every day in class i had 4 classes with him. But the one thing i didn't notice was that his life had changed drastically his mom chose her boyfriend over him and he had to move out. I had no clue about this that had happended to him. But of course like every worried friend i didn't know what to do. I didnt know if i should tell someone or just try and help him myself. But i ended up telling his mom and she broke up with her boyfriend and they are working on their relationship now. So i hope that his life gets alot better!!!

Temptations

My temptations are both good and bad. My good temptations are usually when i think about helping someone. My bad temptations are usually when im at a party and im drinking i know its bad but it dont matter to me at that time. Temptations are all around us at every second of every day. Temptations will eventually catch up with you though.

Temptations

superhero to me

My uncle is my superhero. He is going through a rough time right now but he still finds it deep down in his heart to care about others. He treats everybody the same, he adopted me pretty much. He is a great man, a great husband, and a great father. I would love to even amount to a quarter of what he is today.

My Mom

my first concert was the coolest thing ever. It was at the kentucky state fair it was a free concert and Saliva was playing. It was the most amazing 2 hours of my life. It was so cool my mom took me we never bonded like that before in my entire life. Me and my mom dont really have a relationship anymore since i moved here from louisville. So thats why it is so special to me thats one of those moments i can look back on and actually say that i had a good time with her. Whenever i go to louisville i see her and my step-dad and i know it's sad but they look happier then ever and i think it's all because im not there anymore. yea it makes me mad inside that they couldnt love each other with me being there and there marriage is better without me being there, its like it was my fault that they always fought and all that abuse that i had to go through was all my fault. But its ok i mean she's happy with her husband and my sister so i mean maybe this is her second chance to raise my little sister the way she should of raised me but i dont know im not a fortune teller so i couldnt tell you. But now i feel alot better now that i wrote that down.

why life is so precious

life is precious because we dont know when it will end. It could end in 5 minutes, who says i have to make it through the night? We all have a plan that we have to fulfill its not up to us either its going to happen one way or another. if i should die before i awake i want to leave behind knowing that i did good job on this world. I want to know that my friends and family know that i love them and i want my enimies to know how i really feel about them.

What to do?

what to do?


after highschool what should i do?
should i go to college, i mean im tired of going to school should
go to community college? Life is so hard i dont know what to do anymore
im glad other people have there lives figured with what they want to do
after they graduate but im terrified i have no clue what i want to be in life
or what career to pursue. its like a wall i cant get past any ideas?

friends

Friends are hard to find. At least good ones are, you never know when your so called friend is going to turn around and stab you in the back most of them are very good at doing that. But some of us are very lucky to find those best friends that we can tell anything to and they wont do anything to us or especially behind our backs. So find out who your friends are.

Annoying Family Members

Most people there annoying family memebers are there aunt's or cousin's. Not for me my annoying family memeber's are my dad's family. They are so patheic they just tick me off so bad whenever i go over there. I mean i live in Owensboro two hours awa from my dad and my mom but it just seems to still tick me off. He cant do anything for himself he says he tries but all he does is lie. He is worthless, I mean im a junior in high school and im already better than him at least i can keep a job. He didnt even finish freshmen year of highschool he is a terrible person. And an evern worse father. So here is my plan im just going to quit seeing him until he straightens up that sounds good to me.

The Gothic Time Period

My ideals are that i want life to be easy. But if it was easy it would not be life. Life is all about the struggles you have with family and friend. It's the biggest roller coaster you will ever ride.
The power of fear is what rule's us. For example following law's it scares those who follow them because they are afriad of the consequence that you will have if you break that law.
We are in full control of ourselves we make the decisions for ourselves. People do not force us to do that. We make our own decisions in life. Our friends dont do it, your parents dont do it, YOU do.
How well do we even know ourselves?
I think some people only know themselves by what is on the outside. Some people all they care about is the outlook of them. Life for example they worry about buying those new jordans. They care to much about hat others think of them.

My Girlfriend

I chose this picture because it it the bewt picture i have my girlfriend, is amzing. I dont know why i got so lucky to have her she makes me tingle all over when she comes around and my heart beats really fast when i hear her name. She's not just my girlfriend she's my best friend. She is always there for me through everything. Maybe i was suppose to fail geometry last year so that i could meet her this year. I never thought i would of ended up dating her. I mean my life is complete now because of her so thats why i wanted to blog about this picture

Scariest Moment In My Life

Here i am sitting driving down the road on my cousins fourwheeler. I never thought that i would of had to slow down to make the turn. But appareantly i should of. I was going way to fast for the sharp curve. Next thing i know im laying on the ground with a fourwheeler on top of me and i cant move it. ONly thing I can do is yell for help. Finally my aunt came out and saw me. She went to get my cousin and they came back to help me get it off of me. We finally pushed the fourwheeler right side up. I smell the gasoline on me, im so lucky that there wasnt a spark or i probally wouldnt be writing this right now. That was probally the scariest moment in my life.

I can finally blog from my phone